As I am getting older, yes, 37 years old this year, I am realizing that less and less things are important to me. Oh, I can’t go backwards either to change things, so I am learning to face it, and to forgive and move on. Family and friends are important, being liked and accepted by everyone is [...]
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Free
Posted in Uncategorized on October 20, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
memory
Posted in Uncategorized on April 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I remember it like it was yesterday. The firs day time that I found out that my body could be my enemy, could put me in danger, could make someone hurt me. I remember it like it happened this morning. I was all of 16. My dad wanted me to get confident getting around on [...]
change…
Posted in Uncategorized on April 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am losing weight now. I can see it in my face, in my hands, even in my shoes. LOL. My stomach is coming down. With every lb. I feel freer. I feel free. Thank God. I am feeling free.
I used to live with an obligation mind set. I am obligated to because…. NOPE. I [...]
Really? Wow!
Posted in Uncategorized on March 23, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I really rarely listen to the radio these days. I mean, I hear the songs that catch my ear – Keri Hilson and some Lil Wayne. Yeah, I do. I listen and laugh or sometimes straight change the channel if the music become misogynistic etc. Then I began to catch a trend. A whole bunch [...]
Chris Brown…
Posted in Uncategorized on March 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
needs to serve some time in jail for this. He tried to KILL this girl. He also needs to do community service and taking anger management courses.
I am so angry and so hurt that so many men came to his defense, saying nonsense like we don’t know what she did. WHAT in the HELZ!! It just [...]
37 Today- Happy B-Day to ME!!
Posted in Uncategorized on March 5, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
OK. This morning was a little rocky, but as the day went on, I got with it. I have received a lot of happy birthday wishes from folks. I have received a lot of blessings and grace from God today and across the years, and I want to say thanks to God and the blessings [...]
Chris and Rhianna
Posted in Uncategorized on March 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Just because there are different shades of the color gray between black and white does not mean at ALL that black and white does not exist.
The Flaying
Posted in Uncategorized on January 29, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
More each day my cover is comeing off, coming down. More, each day. I hide under sweet smiles and cunning tounge. More and More that comes down and I must deal with the pain and the hope. the faith and the desolation. Every day I am being flayed. My flesh comes off painfully. the skin [...]
Good Guys
Posted in Uncategorized on January 9, 2009 | 1 Comment »
This is for the one who got a goal a dream, integrity, heart and drive who is not often appreciated. Thanks for being the good guys.
enough/ proclomation 2009
Posted in Uncategorized on January 8, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
i am through fighting msyelf. i like my small group of friends, my artsy ways, my voice as i sing a song, putting it continuously on repeat. i like the fact that i talk aloud when things bug me and chase my thoughts around in my head hog tying ‘em down until i dissect them [...]
