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Socializing…

Well tomorrow I am going to a Lock and Key party here in the ATL.  When I went before with a friend, I was not really all that impressed.  However, I paid for us to go another time (she was merely thinking about dating seriously the guy she met at the time).  We did not [...]

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IT is strange, this change thing.  You keep expecting things to go smoothly, and in large part, for me, it has.  I am adjusting to the idea that God is my supply, that my family and friends are flawed but I love them and they love me too.  I have adjusted to the fact that [...]

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Time for a Re-Write

Sometimes, sometimes you have to take a moment and look at the story that you have told yourself about YOURSELF and YOUR LIFE.  Yeah.  Sometimes you have to go back and re-structure, re-examine, re-everything that story.  My story, I am finally admitting, was one of sacrifice with no pleasure.  My story, the one I wrote [...]

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 I intellectualize a lot.  I like being smart.  I like knowing stuff.  I can’t stand being considered stupid or ditzy.  Even though honestly there is no way in heck I could know all of everything.  There is simply no way.
Usually when faced with change I comment on what I know is wrong.  There are a [...]

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Hey, I will admit it, lately I have been grumbling – a heck of a lot.  I have.  I had to understand today that I determine how my day and how my life will go.   You can really get caught up in the past, and I have made a concious decision to leave the past [...]

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Goals

I keep thinking about my life.  You know, the ways I want things to change.  I am embracing change, well as well as I can I am embracing change. Positive changes. 
On a side note, my ex-friend accepted my b-day card with grace.  That was good.  I am cool.  Moving on.
Back to goals.  I am coming [...]

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Happy Birthday to ME!

I am having a great day.  Folks have contacted me and wished me well, and I feel great.  Life is moving along.  Getting back to taking care of me.  Yeah!!

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I used to be so sure.  I was sure about where I wanted to go, what I wanted to do, how I wanted to live.  Lately it has occured to me that I have tried stepping into others dreams, goals etc. and trying to make them my own.  They are not mine.  I am now [...]

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