IT is strange, this change thing. You keep expecting things to go smoothly, and in large part, for me, it has. I am adjusting to the idea that God is my supply, that my family and friends are flawed but I love them and they love me too. I have adjusted to the fact that [...]
Archive for the ‘self responsibility’ Category
Relationships and change…
Posted in change, greatful, relationships/ friend, self, self responsibility on November 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Bariatric Surgery
Posted in change, self responsibility on August 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Lately, I have thought about my weight and my health. I have tried, I have worked so hard to lose weight, to stay motivated, to eat right, to workout. I have tried. I tried to NOT get diabetes, not to have heart and cholestorol issues. I have tried. NOW, I realize that I need help. [...]
I Got to Keep on Pushing…
Posted in God, goals, self responsibility, tagged Add new tag, pushing on on August 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Recently, opportunities have come to me and I am doing my darndest not to just watch them walk away. I am also doing my darndest not to eat myself in oblivion worrying about taking these changes on. They are neccessary. Trying to live a life of excellence and being greatful for what you have, taking [...]
Gonna be ok
Posted in self responsibility on April 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Recently, with all the BS going on in my life, namely my sister using my ssn to get an apartment back in the day and NOW I am being harangued about it by creditors not to mention the other bills she did not pay in my name….. I kinda forgot what is it that I [...]
Purpose
Posted in God, change, goals, greatful, hard, self, self responsibility on February 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I intellectualize a lot. I like being smart. I like knowing stuff. I can’t stand being considered stupid or ditzy. Even though honestly there is no way in heck I could know all of everything. There is simply no way.
Usually when faced with change I comment on what I know is wrong. There are a [...]
Comfortable in my Own skin
Posted in God, change, goals, self responsibility on July 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have never really had this, this comfort that I have in my own skin, being or rather becoming the person that I need to be. There is no one running after me informing me of how horrible I am, how God won’t bless me, how if I do not do things their way that [...]
Self Worth
Posted in change, goals, relationships/ friend, self responsibility on May 30, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It hit me today, the real change that I need to make. I have to believe in me. No not my abilities. Yeah, I am hella smart. But not that. No, not change my friends, I have let some folks go, so not that. I have to believe and know that God loves me and [...]
Goals
Posted in change, goals, self, self responsibility on May 17, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I keep thinking about my life. You know, the ways I want things to change. I am embracing change, well as well as I can I am embracing change. Positive changes.
On a side note, my ex-friend accepted my b-day card with grace. That was good. I am cool. Moving on.
Back to goals. I am coming [...]
Resting…
Posted in self responsibility on March 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It has been very interesting to say the least, these last 4 weeks. I had to let an old friend go, though it is obvious she ain’t clear that the friendship is ovah. I also had to deal with my mother’s breast cancer scare, and it is clear – THANK GOD! – that she does [...]
Coming out of the Limbo Jungle
Posted in change, self responsibility on March 1, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Where I am right now is in a place called limbo. That is right. I have made some changes, but the next steps seem to be insurmountable. I know that they are not, but it is scary to dream beyond the four walls you create for yourself. I have so much on my mind. Will [...]
