IT is strange, this change thing. You keep expecting things to go smoothly, and in large part, for me, it has. I am adjusting to the idea that God is my supply, that my family and friends are flawed but I love them and they love me too. I have adjusted to the fact that [...]
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Relationships and change…
Posted in change, greatful, relationships/ friend, self, self responsibility on November 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Forgiving…
Posted in God, forgiveness, greatful on June 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am re-reading Your Best Life Now by Joel Osteen. He has convicted me. I am holding on to past pain, not forgiving, trying to stuff it down with a meal. I am trying desperately not to cry at my desk. I must forgive. I must ask God, the all knowing, all giving, resources beyond [...]
Purpose
Posted in God, change, goals, greatful, hard, self, self responsibility on February 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I intellectualize a lot. I like being smart. I like knowing stuff. I can’t stand being considered stupid or ditzy. Even though honestly there is no way in heck I could know all of everything. There is simply no way.
Usually when faced with change I comment on what I know is wrong. There are a [...]
Still here…
Posted in greatful, hard on October 1, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have not written because I have been struggling with the depression that has rode my back like it is my best friend. I am working towards a breakthrough, and any time you work diligently towards that you attract the enemy. He came in and sat down on my bed and told me how much [...]
New day and on Purpose..
Posted in change, encouragement, forgiveness, greatful, self on June 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Hey, I will admit it, lately I have been grumbling – a heck of a lot. I have. I had to understand today that I determine how my day and how my life will go. You can really get caught up in the past, and I have made a concious decision to leave the past [...]
Thankful
Posted in greatful on June 7, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am thankful for a new spirit and new mind. I am thankful for my great health and mindset. I am thankful for life, breath and happiness. I am greatful for good friends. I am greatful that I have a supportive family. I am thankful for God. I am thankful for people to reach out [...]
It’s me….
Posted in change, greatful on March 15, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Today I have to face the fact that I am the one keeping me from happy. I am the one not enjoying the journey, not taking advantage of opportunities, not making my life the best it can be. I am the one who goes looking for reasons to be miserable, unhappy and upset. It is [...]
My path…
Posted in change, greatful on February 28, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
In a rush to be a part of the crowd I covered my right eye with a patch. Though I bumped into things, fell and hurt myself, I kept up with the crowd. The crowd in turn began to tell me where to stand, how to stand, how to breathe, what to want and where [...]
Building …
Posted in change, greatful, religion, self, self responsibility on February 27, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I used to be so sure. I was sure about where I wanted to go, what I wanted to do, how I wanted to live. Lately it has occured to me that I have tried stepping into others dreams, goals etc. and trying to make them my own. They are not mine. I am now [...]
