Today I am a bit upset. My neck is tight. My breathing is shallow. I am pissed off. I am pissed, and I am…. sad.
Why am I po’d? My friend who roomed with me for a while did not tell me that she could not effectively turn off the hot water in her tub. Well, [...]
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Upset. Getting over it!
Posted in God, family, forgiveness, hurt, relationships/ friend on September 24, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Time for a Re-Write
Posted in God, change, self on August 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes, sometimes you have to take a moment and look at the story that you have told yourself about YOURSELF and YOUR LIFE. Yeah. Sometimes you have to go back and re-structure, re-examine, re-everything that story. My story, I am finally admitting, was one of sacrifice with no pleasure. My story, the one I wrote [...]
God, is that You talkin’ to me?
Posted in God, tagged love relationships on August 8, 2008 | 2 Comments »
As I sit here, at my desk waiting patiently for 5 pm, I began to look at some of my favorite blogs. I read and the stories, what is being discussed… relationships and fear. Oh my. I am so afraid of being in a relationship yet, it is the one thing that I do Looooonnnnnggg [...]
I Got to Keep on Pushing…
Posted in God, goals, self responsibility, tagged Add new tag, pushing on on August 4, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Recently, opportunities have come to me and I am doing my darndest not to just watch them walk away. I am also doing my darndest not to eat myself in oblivion worrying about taking these changes on. They are neccessary. Trying to live a life of excellence and being greatful for what you have, taking [...]
Forgiving…
Posted in God, forgiveness, greatful on June 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am re-reading Your Best Life Now by Joel Osteen. He has convicted me. I am holding on to past pain, not forgiving, trying to stuff it down with a meal. I am trying desperately not to cry at my desk. I must forgive. I must ask God, the all knowing, all giving, resources beyond [...]
Purpose
Posted in God, change, goals, greatful, hard, self, self responsibility on February 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I intellectualize a lot. I like being smart. I like knowing stuff. I can’t stand being considered stupid or ditzy. Even though honestly there is no way in heck I could know all of everything. There is simply no way.
Usually when faced with change I comment on what I know is wrong. There are a [...]
Prayer for a Friend
Posted in God, marriage, relationships/ friend on October 11, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Lord, today I pray for my friend. May she find the love that she wants, may he be a good man to her. May God shorn his feet and head with wisdom and knowledge. May they always be kind to each other. May they have the kind of love that endureth all. May he be [...]
Comfortable in my Own skin
Posted in God, change, goals, self responsibility on July 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have never really had this, this comfort that I have in my own skin, being or rather becoming the person that I need to be. There is no one running after me informing me of how horrible I am, how God won’t bless me, how if I do not do things their way that [...]
Blue or white collar man? Who cares!?!!
Posted in God, marriage, relationships/ friend on June 28, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I may have always been a little different in this area…. but I do not think I am. I have always and will always be more concerned about the marriage than the wedding, more prayerful and hopeful about the couples union than what they have or what they could possibly own. I have always held [...]
