When I read this, I know that THIS is what I am struggling with. I know that with God, I will defeat it. YOU can defeat it too. And, if you have a friend or family member that struggle with this, pray for them and give them PLENTY of space. We ALL do this, reliving, [...]
Archive for the ‘change’ Category
True Statement…
Posted in change on December 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Been Thinking About…
Posted in change, family, goals, marriage on December 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Adoption and husbands and marriage. Really, I have.
I know that I wish to adopt and SOON. Heck, I am 36. I want to see the kid, keep up with the kid take care of the kid(s). Yep, I always wanted two. So NOW I am thinking about what to do. See, I am in school. [...]
Relationships and change…
Posted in change, greatful, relationships/ friend, self, self responsibility on November 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
IT is strange, this change thing. You keep expecting things to go smoothly, and in large part, for me, it has. I am adjusting to the idea that God is my supply, that my family and friends are flawed but I love them and they love me too. I have adjusted to the fact that [...]
Bariatric Surgery
Posted in change, self responsibility on August 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Lately, I have thought about my weight and my health. I have tried, I have worked so hard to lose weight, to stay motivated, to eat right, to workout. I have tried. I tried to NOT get diabetes, not to have heart and cholestorol issues. I have tried. NOW, I realize that I need help. [...]
Time for a Re-Write
Posted in God, change, self on August 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes, sometimes you have to take a moment and look at the story that you have told yourself about YOURSELF and YOUR LIFE. Yeah. Sometimes you have to go back and re-structure, re-examine, re-everything that story. My story, I am finally admitting, was one of sacrifice with no pleasure. My story, the one I wrote [...]
Loving Life
Posted in change on July 1, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I have struggled with some issues, praying – everything really, but I keep marching on. Getting your flesh to get in line and not tell people off, stay positive, keep working on and accepting yourself, etc. is a lot of work. I mean, it is a lot of work, but it is worth it. I [...]
Purpose
Posted in God, change, goals, greatful, hard, self, self responsibility on February 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I intellectualize a lot. I like being smart. I like knowing stuff. I can’t stand being considered stupid or ditzy. Even though honestly there is no way in heck I could know all of everything. There is simply no way.
Usually when faced with change I comment on what I know is wrong. There are a [...]
Comfortable in my Own skin
Posted in God, change, goals, self responsibility on July 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have never really had this, this comfort that I have in my own skin, being or rather becoming the person that I need to be. There is no one running after me informing me of how horrible I am, how God won’t bless me, how if I do not do things their way that [...]
New day and on Purpose..
Posted in change, encouragement, forgiveness, greatful, self on June 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Hey, I will admit it, lately I have been grumbling – a heck of a lot. I have. I had to understand today that I determine how my day and how my life will go. You can really get caught up in the past, and I have made a concious decision to leave the past [...]
Self Worth
Posted in change, goals, relationships/ friend, self responsibility on May 30, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
It hit me today, the real change that I need to make. I have to believe in me. No not my abilities. Yeah, I am hella smart. But not that. No, not change my friends, I have let some folks go, so not that. I have to believe and know that God loves me and [...]
