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Archive for November, 2008

Recently, I made the decision to stop concentrating on …. drama.  That is right.  I made a decision to stop basing all my decisions on the current drama I am in.  I remembered that the mastery of self – of SELF not of others is the ultimate goal.  I challegend myself about a lot of [...]

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I kept getting up last night thinking about what my mind has been consumed with:  namely other folks and issues.  My issues, their issues. With finality, the word ENOUGH coursed through me.  I knew that I have spent enough time worrying about things I can do nothing about.  I can do nothing about those things, all [...]

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God Loves ME…

At some point and time in my life, and I must have been very young when this occured, I got it in my head that God was punishing me for some reason or another.  It prolly has a lot to do with being hurt by mycuz, and then the MANY years of watching my sis [...]

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Restructuring

Hmmm.  Good Morning.   Got a lot on my mind.  This part of my life is called restructuring.  I am considering quite a few things right now:
1.  Getting a part time job.  Saw one offered up the street from me.  Thinking about going for it.
2.  Getting back into the gym thing.  And also water areobics.  Working [...]

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IT is strange, this change thing.  You keep expecting things to go smoothly, and in large part, for me, it has.  I am adjusting to the idea that God is my supply, that my family and friends are flawed but I love them and they love me too.  I have adjusted to the fact that [...]

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My Resolve

to get some space from my dear old friend was very much cemented today.  All I can say is after that very brief conversation…. wow.  OK.  Next time I am gonna come on out and say what I need to and keep it moving.  My not saying anything makes me complicit in her behavior and our unhealthy [...]

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Senator Chambliss

I think that you forgot your role as part of the governing body of the state of Georgia up there with Congress in the Senate.  YOU forgot your role.  Sir, I am not a THEY.  I do believe that I am clear about what you meant by that and it was very disturbing and very [...]

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That is my…

President up there.  I keep looking at the different screens and for no reason at all, tears start to form cause he looks so familiar to me….
Cause that is my Dad up there, my brother, my uncles and my male friends.  That is who is standing up there.  My grandma, my great grandma and my [...]

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Been thinking a lot today. I am not so consumed with the election cause it is OVER . Whooo sahhhh.  President Elect Obama.   
I read an interesting blog entry at a site that I read regularly and they were mentioning how another blogger  became incredibly bitter and angry about the Hillary campaign and I stopped and wondered [...]

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I am getting right back involved with my life.  Whooooo.  That took a lot out of me too.  For real. 
Well, one of the things that I have decided to do is to get my lap band op May 2009.  Whoo – hooo!
Next, I will move on from some friendships that are just too unhealthy.  Hey, [...]

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