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I had almost lost hope in my country under the Bush Co. regime, but Obama reminded me not to give up in MY country, in OUR country. I [...]
Archive for August, 2008
Dear Bill, Hillary and Chelsea Clinton
Posted in Uncategorized on August 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So Simple…
Posted in Uncategorized on August 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
While perusing a website today I caught a comment by Jennifer who stated that the best way to safe guard your heart was to let people in it. She went further to say that lonely people, isolated people in church and out really needed this. That leaders really needed this.
I really needed to read that [...]
Weird… w/Clarification
Posted in Uncategorized on August 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It is not the first time I have had this dream. Over the years, since I have been a teen, maybe even younger, I have had this dream. I had it 2 nights ago. So here goes. I am standing around looks like wiht my family talking to someone, I really don’t know who. Then, [...]
Taking a Chance
Posted in Uncategorized on August 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
EVERYDAY, I am slowly learning to lean into God, let go of my firm grip on the past and stand on the bedrock that God has placed under my feet. Every day I am learning how to do this. I am learning to stop balancing myself on my toes, and to stop jumping every time [...]
Bariatric Surgery
Posted in change, self responsibility on August 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Lately, I have thought about my weight and my health. I have tried, I have worked so hard to lose weight, to stay motivated, to eat right, to workout. I have tried. I tried to NOT get diabetes, not to have heart and cholestorol issues. I have tried. NOW, I realize that I need help. [...]
Re-write: Simple, short, sweet
Posted in Uncategorized on August 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
The story I tell myself about my childhood is …. sad. Wrought with punishments, isolation and … pain. So I gotta change that story. Here goes some of the changes:
I was different. Not bad, not good, not better, just different. I lived in my head. I believed in magic and though my parents did not notice [...]
Changes…
Posted in Uncategorized on August 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Today God, today, I. Trust. You.
Financially, there are a lot of things going on. My roommate is moving on. I am happy for her, really, but the extra cash was nice!! Now, I have got to start budgeting. Well, what happened recently was my mortgage company is attempting to refinance me with another company. Okkkkkkk. Well, [...]
Time for a Re-Write
Posted in God, change, self on August 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Sometimes, sometimes you have to take a moment and look at the story that you have told yourself about YOURSELF and YOUR LIFE. Yeah. Sometimes you have to go back and re-structure, re-examine, re-everything that story. My story, I am finally admitting, was one of sacrifice with no pleasure. My story, the one I wrote [...]
God, is that You talkin’ to me?
Posted in God, tagged love relationships on August 8, 2008 | 2 Comments »
As I sit here, at my desk waiting patiently for 5 pm, I began to look at some of my favorite blogs. I read and the stories, what is being discussed… relationships and fear. Oh my. I am so afraid of being in a relationship yet, it is the one thing that I do Looooonnnnnggg [...]
Makeup baby…
Posted in Uncategorized on August 5, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It may be time to get with doing some more things that I used to do and took for granted. I do NOT wear make up anymore. Yep, I said it. I have gone off of my makeup wearing thing, and let me tell you, the girl simply does NOT, I mean does NOT wear [...]
