today I really do not want to do anything. I don’t want to be greatful, go to class, eat… I don’t want to do anything except sleep and upon getting out of my class I will. I missed taling to God today … well this morning. I missed doing that because I love my friend [...]
Archive for January, 2008
Readjusting … Again!
Posted in Uncategorized on January 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Thanks
Posted in Uncategorized on January 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Greatful. I am greatful for breath, life, educational classes. I am grateful for a fully functioning brain and a sense of humor. I am greatful that I can support others without leaving myself in the dust. I am greatful that I am a loving and caring person. I am greatful that I can learn concepts [...]
Thanks/ Greatful
Posted in Uncategorized on January 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Thank you God for life and breath. For new opportunities. For a forgiving heart and a forgiving nature. Thank you God for helping me to grow, for letting me become a better person, for helping me to face a brand new day. Thank you God. Thank you. Thank you Lord. Just for life. Thank you God [...]
VENTING
Posted in Uncategorized on January 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
OK. I gave you heads up before you started reading this so if you don’t like what you are reading just break the F out and don’t make a comment. Thanks.
Today, I could not open a mothersucking bank account. OH you heard me right. I could not OPEN ONE UP. Want to know why, huh? [...]
Getting back to being thankful…
Posted in Uncategorized on January 23, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I really am going to start back up my thankful posts. I NEED those.
Also, I am cutting my hair off. My scalp and hair has spoken.
Oh… and totally unrelated but I am going to put it out here. When faced with the truth, and you do nothing about it but keep watching facts and confusion [...]
Tired ….
Posted in Uncategorized on January 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
You know, it is amazing as I read the info on other folks blogs. See, I read things that are good and supportive of marriage and relationships and then I read what people are experiencing. I read how men continually point the finger at women and say change how you think, react etc. Which is weird [...]
Early Friendship Review
Posted in Uncategorized on January 11, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I just read monicaminogs site and it got me to thinking. I had to stop and pull back and check myself. then I had to look around and note my friends. it became abundantly clear to me that there is something going on with me and my folks. here we go again. oh well. *sigh*
My [...]
Dissapointment
Posted in Uncategorized on January 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It was kind of a sad day. I found out that the guy who got back in contact with me wants a friend with benefits and someone willing to have his kid. NO. Not for me.
Kinda dissapointed, kinda sad. I will get over it and keep myself available though. It seems that these kinda guys [...]
Brain on Overdrive
Posted in Uncategorized on January 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
today, as it is on most days my brain is on overdrive. school has started again, life is moving again and I am moving too. my roommate still does not get that I am tired from school work etc. but I do and I had to remind myself this morning that though I lovey her, [...]
Remembering…
Posted in Uncategorized on January 8, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
You know how you have fond memories of a person and then they remind you why you may not have missed everything about them? Oh dude. I keep forgetting that he could be really snarky and has to do this I am the man biz. *sigh* I guess that is ok. I ain’t fighting or being [...]