I try to control folks with my kindness. I really do. I never knew this before. It is rather passive aggressive, and I am getting tired of it.
Hello- I am co-dependent and it is hurting my life. I am working on this issue however. I will not bargain for love, for being appreciated or being liked. [...]
Archive for September, 2007
Co Dependent no More
Posted in Uncategorized on September 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Sleepwalking Wide Awake
Posted in Uncategorized on September 11, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have to confess to another habit that I have gained over the years that I am concious of as of TODAY and I am working on.
I am sleepwalking while wide awake. The job is boring. I have done this in job after job. The pleasure in finding the materials and items but not using my [...]
My Drumbeat
Posted in Uncategorized on September 10, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am beginning to hear my own footsteps, my own drumbeats. I am beginning to distinguish them from anybody else’s. It is strange to hear them, but they are steady and they are mine. It is becoming a bit comfortable for me to hear. The steadiness, the determination and sometimes when I miss a beat [...]
Convo with body
Posted in Uncategorized on September 6, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
My tummy and I are having a conversation right now. It let me know that it is tired of being extended, tired of being the reason I do not wear clothing that can really cinch in the waist or really compliment me. Further it is tired of me using IT as a reason that I [...]
This is my confession
Posted in Uncategorized on September 5, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I saw marriage as a way to not be lonely to have a great companion who would love and dote on you. Truth? It may not be that at all. Many more women are looking at how the Church says this relationship is to be ran and having serious issues with it. I am. I [...]
Greatful
Posted in Uncategorized on September 4, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I am thankful for life, hope, dreams, clarification, good neighbors, great family and good friends. I am greatful for introspection, learning and the ability to look at life and to learn how to take it in, how to deal with it, how to grow up. I am thankful for life and breath today. I am [...]
Yesterday…
Posted in Uncategorized on September 4, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Before you go judging another check yourself.
This weekend caught me off guard. My friend and I / roommate we’re somewhat butting heads in a weird way. I thought it was her, but God led me to understand it was me as well. I want change in others that benefit me immediately. That is the problem [...]
My world view…LOL
Posted in Uncategorized on September 4, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
What is Your World View? You scored as a Cultural Creative Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not [...]
