I do not like going out by myself. There, I said it. There is vulnerability there, you DO attract people, but there is a certain vulnerability that scares the crap out of me. Again, I did not go out and do what I wanted or needed to do for myself. Again, I missed out on [...]
Archive for July, 2007
Admitting…
Posted in Uncategorized on July 30, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
My weekend…
Posted in Uncategorized on July 30, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
such as it was…. I am kinda dissapointed. I am really dissapointed.
It was my friends weekend. We went to Aiko for a singles mixer called a lock and key party. Ugggghhhhh.
Look, I do not have anything against dating white guys, but I want some black guys in the mix that do not look up at [...]
Healing
Posted in Uncategorized on July 27, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I pulled the scab off of an old wound. I exposed myself to the world to encourage another poster to tell about her ex-husband and the fact that he was a molester. I exposed that I was molested. Do you know how much harm that does to your psyche? That old pain welled up in [...]
Be Clear
Posted in Uncategorized on July 27, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I may be called a B for it, but Ladies listen up.
The person you must be concerned about in the beginning of a relationship is YOU. Yes, YOU. You gotta watch your emotional reactions to guys, you gotta watch how they are with you and you gotta make sure that you do not compromise your life and [...]
Letter to my Future Hubby
Posted in Uncategorized on July 24, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
Baby can I tell you that I want to just crawl into your arms and look at your smile? Yes, I can admit it, your lips makes me think naughty things. Can I just tell you that your eyes are the most beautiful and intense shade of brown and your skin, it drips rich chocolate? [...]
I Believe …
Posted in Uncategorized on July 23, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
in Love. No, not the love that they mostly sing about on the radio – that romantic stuff. It is beautiful in its own right, but I believe in something more. I believe in that stay there love, push at you love, will be there even when tired love. I believe in the love that [...]
So Pray…
Posted in Uncategorized on July 19, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I grew up at the age of 16. No, not because I had kids, but because my sis did, and I was called on to start helping, assisting my parents ever since. I am a helper, a server by design. No shame in that. I console people, I listen, you can cry on my shoulder but [...]
I am just not that…
Posted in Uncategorized on July 16, 2007 | 2 Comments »
nice. I am sorry, but to heck with it. If you are trying to be a part of my life but you cannot be considerate of me, my fam or my friends… I just ain’t that nice. If you are trying to pull an okie doke and want me to pretend like I do not [...]
Available ….
Posted in Uncategorized on July 13, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
… for love. Yeah and I really am this time. I keep pondering the question when will you know that this is the right person for you and the answer is simple, but it is gonna tke me really paying attention to him, me and the small voice, beautiful whisper of God.
See you know when [...]
Comfortable in my Own skin
Posted in God, change, goals, self responsibility on July 12, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
I have never really had this, this comfort that I have in my own skin, being or rather becoming the person that I need to be. There is no one running after me informing me of how horrible I am, how God won’t bless me, how if I do not do things their way that [...]
